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I should have seen it after each late night you knocked on my door through each smile you managed to crack every time my gaze lingered through the thick glass of those empty bottles in the ashes of those cigarettes but all I saw was you laugh it all off though I didn’t know at the time I should have seen it I looked at you enough You always seemed to have things under control I couldn’t see past the precise perfection of your one-man masquerade Excuse me while I figure this out How could I pay so much attention but miss the pain you felt? Where was I? Why didn’t I try hard enough to be by your side? The pain tears me up ins